Friday 6 March 09

Happy Birthday to my brother. Weight = 199.5 Still no working out - going to try Monday - BE GENTLE Points = 28 Don't know why I bother with this week, seeing as I've destroyed my point system already. Feeling pretty crappy today - not physically, but mentally / emotionally. - "breaking up" with Meghan sucked but we are back together - hopefully it's going to work, but who knows. - ribs hurting and preventing me from working out - being bored at home with nothing to do but surf the internet and play risk - total waste of time - and worst of all, worry about Dakota and her legs - wondering if keeping her alive awhile longer is being humane - she has a great mind but seeing her drag herself around is pretty hard. But thinking of putting her down is harder So, pretty much a shitty week. And next week probably won't be much better but we'll see.